I am at home until Sunday morning, and I hope to at some point see all of my wolffgang girls like Shellie said!!!  Call me girls, I work like every night but that dosent mean I cant come over afterwards!!!  Love you all.

Ok, so I know it has been like eighteen thousand years since I have posted but hey...my stupid computer wouldn't work!!  AHHH!! But ok get this...I come home today..and I always try to get onto AIM but it never works..and I did it today and it worked..so  was like what!?!  and I'm like ok..let me try the internet..and it worked??!!??  What the heck, I mean t dosen't work all semester and all fo the sudden it's like, ok, I think I'll work now.  Ugh..so frustrating.  But I guess its working now so I should be happy for the time being, until the demented thing doesn't work again.  I swear there is something in this thing though that just likes to toy withme...ohhh.  Sorry, I am going into crazy..I have been working and doing homework all day and now it is 2 in the morning talk.....

So what ahs been up w/ me??  Well, I made my schedule for next semester after like 3 long days of ridiculus trtial and error and long e-mals to profs.  I am taking:  PE for ed majors(we learn like hula hooping and games and stuff..yeah!), phychology(yeah the first one, I am so lame, i know), Enciornmental Conservation(which I looked @ the sylibuss and I learned like half of the material already in my Meteorology class so I am like score!!!), The fine arts experience(an ed class that shows up how to teach fine arts to the kids..good stuff), Interpersonal Communications(self explanatory), Computers in Education, and finally a general Ed class that talks aboutbeing a teacher and the different grgades and I actually get to go to a grade of my choice and help teach and what not evry teusday from 8:30-11:30..which sunds really fun!!  So yah, I bet you guys really didn't care about all that but thats ok.

So John and I bought some movies the other day..we bought The day aftfer tommorow, mean girls(which I absolouty loved) and Starskyand Hutch(which some of you thought was dumb but we thought it was great).  We have also been getting into watching Old School a lot more lately..ohh man good stuff.  By the way Imust say..I love my honey so much, he's really just the greatest.  He got me the sweetest teddy bear ever(which I named Fred)...and I dunno, I am just happy.  Sorry, I sound like I am eleven or something, but thats ok.  Whatev.  Our two years is comenig up Dec 10!!  Yeah!!  Of course I really do just want to get engaged and married and stuff...but I'll give it..ohh lets say..another year...yeah, thats bout right.... 

My two(and pretty much only) good friends at Valpo applied ot greeks and now they work w/ me!  It is so much fun.  it's nice to have people there that actually work and dont complain 24/7...ohh, and people that arent like 16 and in high school you know.  I mean, I hear high school talk everyday and I cannot respoond to anything b/c I am on just such another level(not of intellegence..you bastards that read it like that!!!.. but in my walk of life).  So now that they are there it's actually fuun again.

Everyone else always has all fo these new awesome things to say...also so profound, I mean...wow, I guess I am just not poetic..never have been, never will.  Oh well.  I am average.....and a bad writer, and thats that i guess.

So I have been asked to like with 5 other girls next year..and one guy.  Do you guuys think that is weird??  Obviously not in the same room or anything but I am still kinda freaked baout living w/ another guy that is not John, you know??  Let me know your thoughts.

john and I have strated going to the Christopher Center(our brand new library which is AMAZING!!!!)more often lately b/c of his new labtop(which has wireless..which is actually really cool), and we have our spot that consists of this awesome couch and two lamps...now I dont mean this our spot thing in a cutty way or romantic way..it is just sooo darn comfy on that couch!!  Ohh man...we get so mad when someone is on it.  It is perfest for homework, lounging, napping..eating.  I mean I dont think I have sat on a more comfy couch(yes taerg..even yours!!!!!)...it's amazing.  SO I know I am getting really exciteed over a couch..but it just shows u the level of excitment i see nowadays..good stuff right.  I hvae also been croquetting a lot again...yah..even better.

I go home on saturday!!  YEAH!!  Pabs and I are going to have ALIAS marathons!!  I am so excited!!  He has really gotten me to LOVE that show.  I did a very bad thing though..k.....I have only seen bout half od the first season right...and so right now I am supposed to tjhink that her mom is dead...well, stupid me goes into th video store, just lookin for videos w/ my honey..when I suddenly spot alias, the 2nd season, with a new woman that I have never seen b/f on the cover...so again, stupid me that has absolutly NO contrrol over herself goes to the video..picks it up and looks at the back and reads.."Sydney PARENTS are trying deperatly to get her out fo the CIA forveer" and "Sydney is trying to patch things up between her newly found mother and father" and stuff like that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was likeNOOOOO, WHAT HAVE I DONE!!!!  now I have been told by the Taerrg that there are plently more surprises so I am onyl hoping that I didnt ruin in too much for myself.

Well my dear friends that actually read all fo this nonsense, I better go b/f I wake steph up w/ my obnoxious typing.  I love u all and have a great Thanksgiving!!  I am sure I will write again very soon cause staring tommorow is my break, for a week!! YEAH!

Hello everyone who does not comment on my site....Damn you all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Ok, I am just joking...kinda. 

Anyways, so I actually went to the Education Dept and talked to a very nice woman what helped me tons!!  She went through every year with me...what classes I will have to take and when.  It turns out that I WILL be able to graduate on time.....w/o even going to summer school!!  Isn't that awesome.  However, I will have 3 semesters of 18 Cr., 19 Cr., and 21 Cr.......Thats a lot of freakin credits!!!!!!!!!  I'm not so sure if I could handle that...you know???  SO There are 4 classes that I can take during the summer, and I believe that I will take 3 of them..  That makes my loads like 15 Cr, 16 Cr, and 18 Cr...so thats not so bad.  ANd then the other two semesters I have the Junior block of learning to teach each subject then me last semester of student teaching!!  I am really excited about all of this.  I now actually feel like I have a goal, something to work for and achieve, and I am no longer wading out in the abyss waiting for something to happen!!!  I just finally feel at peace...which is actually giving me more of a drive to even more harder this semester..which is awesome, cause I was getting kinda down in the dumps w/ school.  The best part is:  I already, w/o my current Met(Hell) class, have enough electives to graduate(way mroe actually) so I can drop the Met class and be totally unaffected!!!!!!!!!!! YYEEAAHHHHHHH.  SO anotherwards...everything is really really good right now....

I must ask all of you though....do you think I could be a good teacher.  I have gotten mixed results.  Well not really, my mom thinks I would be a much better high school teacher, but then i have nothing to teach.  Paul thinks I would be a good Elemantary teacher...john thinks so too.  And other people that I have had classes here think so too. but then I must ask my self....should I do elementary??  I guess I could do geography...I only like freakin need a few more classes for a minor...I could teach that I suppose, although I really dont want to.  But what I was thinking was that if I taought maybe like 5th grade(which is actually where they need teachers I leanred!), I could get into deeper stuff like pre-algebra and reading actual books and things.  John and I have been discussing this....and he thinks that I would need more of a higher level areas than just the fundamentals..and I think he is right.  I really dont want to teach adding and subtracting...but like fractions and diving and algebra....now thats the fun stuff.  And I would get more into science stuff, which would be so much fun..I could even do a Weather section!!  YEAH!  Well, tell me if you all think that is a good idea or not also. 

john and I are going out to the dunes today to take pics and take readings for a paper that we have to write....so that should be fun!!  I love the dunes....  I believe that we are also going out to eat and stuff..also fun.  Tommorow is our 1 year and 10 month anniversary..(Yes, we still kinda celebrate it...even if it is just mentioning it).  Yeah, I love my johniepooh.

Well, I am outtie, there are way to many people on campus right now for homecoming and it is making me mad!!!!!!!!!...j/j, but it is really annoying.

TTYL!!!!  Adios Mis Muchachos

Hey..I am writing again...can you all believe it??!!! So yah...Meteorology is really really kicking my butt right now.  I am so utterly confused and spending so much freaking time on it it's ridiculous.  I mean, I'm not going to major in it...ugh.....well, If the Education dept would ever e-mail me back to set up a time for my appt to change majors and decide how the rest of my semesters are going to go then if I had enough room I would just drop it...but they have not written me yet and it has been like a week and a half!!  Freakin bastards!!  Well, I have about 2 weeks b/f I can't drop classes anymore so if they don't write soon I am marching right in that office and demending help...or somethin. 

Anyways, so I worked today....it was ok.  Busy like banchee though, ugh.  I think people are liking Greeks more and more, or just finding out about it...or we just dont have enough help...cause it seems like we are ALWAYS busy now...like all the time...From opening til closing.  Well, good $ I suppose..always a plus!  

Paul left me a message today and told me that my baby Rufus got hurt...a big gash on his head from maybe the fence or some sharp object!!  MY POOR BABY!!!  I hope he is okay..I wanted to go home and see him tonight but i have too much homework...  Sorry Ru....I'll see you soon..(I write that like he reads this or somethin...I really am a weirdo)

SO my baby spuddy is gone, yet again, for the weekend....freakin soccor.  no, j/j, I am really happy for him..he has even been starting!!  Which is awesome for so many reasons: his self image up......money....ect.  All good stuff...especially cause we are going to need all the money we can get once we get out of school. 

Ohh my gosh!!  There was just a HUGE freakin spider that just crawled past my computer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  EWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!  Shellie, you would have died if you saw it...all of the girls around me starting screaming and leaving the lab....hahaha..that was kinda funny, I am not that scared of them to leave.  Ugh though, that was nasty...

Well, yah, Amb, I'll go to the game w/ you...if I wasn't working.....yah, that sucks, I know!  But maybe we can do somethin soon...like the GON perhaps???  Hmm, call me. 

K all, i better get to work.  I love you all.  Thanks for reading all of my nonsense, you are wonderful.    

Oh yah...and I love my John William Allendorf...he's my shining star!!!  hehehe....thats so great I wrote that...

hey everyone, I know it has been like a month...Sorry.

So update:

I am almost positive that I am going to do elementary ed.....scary, I know.  At least for me anyway.  YAh, my MET class has been kicking my butt right now, I have NO idea what is going on...ugh, at least I have nice friends that try to help me......thanks guys. I have to be in this weather center 2 hrs every week, doing what exactly I am not sure due to my lack of Met skills but whatev. 

I am gettting so freakin tired of Greeks Pizza, I feel like I live there nowadays, like I should just sleep in the booths instead of even coming home anymore.  I'm just getting al pizzeded out I suppose, good $ though, that's decent.  And I also cannot stop thinking about Wolffgang lately.  I keep getting kinda sad and wishing I were in high school again, singing and going on jobs.....out to eat with the girls and the Deaner and CHris......practices..aww....Ms Kyr and Shellie.....Seeing the rage of Amber(I love you honey!).....coming up w/ the All that Jazz dance......Just performing in front of people....k, performing at all.  I miss it so much, God, ladies, I say we form our own "Wolfgang reunion" and go on jobs again.....I miss it so much it's incredible.  I feel like last year was just a break or somethin, causeI feel like I should be in it again this year, do you guys know what I mean????  Well, nothin I can do I suppose, just deal with it and be envious of every WG member right now......Darn you lucky ladies!!!

So, sorry for all of my pity party thoughts...I think I am just kinda getting into the remember high school and all its glory stage of my life...plus all the work..and too much schoolwork......yah, thats it.  Well, i will shut up now and move on to happier subjects.

I am so happy that Shellie is slowly but surely moving on!!  YEAH!!!  Hmm, a 6"7 bball player though....skettchie...haha..j/j Shell, I'm sure hes wonderful.  So John and I have been doing wonderful.  We went out for the whole day yesterday...actually on like a date, not just watching tv or playing poker like usual...it was really nice.  We went out to a movie, then outto BW3's.  It was fun.  he is so wonderful..thats all I have to say, he is so great.

SO I went home last weekend....and I really loved it.  I mean, last year I would have thought that if I went away I wouldn't like coming back...oh how wrong i was.  I actually had so much fun, and I realized how much I enjoy my parents company...:)  Good stuff you know.  I think it took me moving out to realize how wonderful my parents are.....which of corse is also good.

Well, my dear friends...I better go and do my homework then to class.  I will try and make my next post soon.